That was a huge relief for me because otherwise I could not work in this industry.
I would not put myself in that situation again.
Burnt out a year after her biggest successes, she found herself thinking about suicide.
I tried it a few times but nobody let me.
Van de Leur and her boyfriend were homeless for two years, sleeping in a car every night.
I can look back on eight good years.
Shoplifting food from supermarkets to live, Verona had a moment of madness when she blackmailed a couple who were having an affair and asked for 1,000 euros.
Initially detained for 72 days, Van de Leur was charged with blackmail and then also possession of child pornography after photos were allegedly found on a folder in her laptop.